lack of internet

I know. I have this fancy new phone with the internet, but it is not condusive to affective blogging. My thoughts go faster than my two thumbs can text. this, and my lack of internet at home contribute to my lack of blogging.

And i have a lot to blog.


But, in short, I'm wholistically exhausted. Yes, sometimes even spiritual tired. it seems the more i pray to be consumed with God alone, the more temptations "appear" to be consumed with things not of Him.

I heard a prof say once that life only gets busier as you get older. I found that hard to believe as a college student. Life could NEVER get busier than nursing school! How naive i was! Life is busy, but it is sweet. I am blessed with amazing friends and fun, as well as challenging, times with them. Despite the challenges and the business, i wouldnt trade these sweet times for much.

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update?

it's not a very good update, but here's what's been goin on:

• was at one of my best friend's wedding this weekend. it was an amazingly beautiful and an amazingly hard weekend. 
• i discovered i have issues when someone tells me to be serious. i just start laughing. sorry, jennifer and johnny, if i ruined your "serious face" wedding photos.
• i have control issues. i tried to and eventually rented a car this weekend. i broke down twice because things ended up outside of my control. God, thank you for breaking me down and i pray You would continue to do so!
• i don't have to say goodbye to a dear friend until this saturday. PTL because i had no emotional drop left in my body for her farewell this weekend!
• i have had a four-day weekend! praise God for colombus day because i needed it!
• i love chipotle. (love is not an understatement)
• just found out i don't have to start paying my loans back until december 1. HOLLER!
• don't buy shoes online. bad things happen to your feet.
• hope church "launched." i have a lot of mixed feelings about it, but even at church in riverside, God confirmed that what we are doing is for Him and that He is working through us to magnify His name! to You alone be the glory, our Perfect God!
• i have to vote in about a month and i have no idea who to vote for!
• i get delusional when i have cried for 2 hours and have had little sleep over the previous week.
• my friends are amazing! i couldn't have asked for better friends and praise God for them daily!

this is it, for now. october is a little less than half way finished, and i still have one more wedding and a work day to conquer.Thank God that His power is made perfect in my weakness!

cry for today

Psalm 63

O God, you are my God; earnestly I seek you;
    my soul thirsts for you;
my flesh faints for you,
   as in a dry and weary land where there is no water.
So I have looked upon you in the sanctuary,
   beholding your power and glory.

Because your steadfast love is better than life,
   my lips will praise you.

So I will bless you as long as I live;
   in your name I will lift up my hands.

 My soul will be satisfied as with fat and rich food,
   and my mouth will praise you with joyful lips,
when I remember you upon my bed,
   and meditate on you in the watches of the night;
for you have been my help,
   and in the shadow of your wings I will sing for joy.

My soul clings to you;
   your right hand upholds me.

 But those who seek to destroy my life
    shall go down into the depths of the earth;
they shall be given over to the power of the sword;
   they shall be a portion for jackals.

But the king shall rejoice in God;
   all who swear by him shall exult,
    for the mouths of liars will be stopped.