to date, there are four of my friends are getting married this summer...
...and it's only october! i am thrilled for my friends! never forget that fact as i continue the whiny blog that is to follow, ( i gave you fair warning).
i don't know if i'm going to be invited to three of the weddings, but have already been invited to one in wisconsin. well, this kinda messes up my plans for the summer. i really wanted to get this job at hume lake as a nurse itnernship (i can't remember if i've blogged about that previously or not). i've missed so many of my friend's weddings already, (at least four), do i want to continue the trend? am i being selfish to pursue this position? i'm really having a hard time with this. i really hate the fact that i missed my friends' weddings previously. it's like a missed a part of their lives and i can't relate to them as well anymore. i don't want to keep doing that, but i also want to be the "best nurse i can be." man, i really hate making choices.
so there's that unoraganized blog, filled with the confused thoughts of a crazy white girl. i know i need to pray more through this "delema," i just seem to forget that God has a decision for me even in this seemingly silly circumstance.